Read your minds

In our workshop, we have an awesome teacher. Well, maybe extraordinary, something like that. He can read our minds, read what we feel, everything, but not our future. I'll put a lists on what he said about me, all that he knows. But I know deep inside, I know he knows what I do really feel.


"Ma-pride kang tao, pero na-cocontrol mo."         Yeah. Haha. I know how to control my pride. But sometimes, I just simply can't control especially when playing games or like, 'pagalingan'.

"Ayaw mo na pinapakialaman ang mga gamit mo."         Yep. That's true.

"Hindi kayo nagkakasundo ng mga kapatid mo."         Always. They always quarrel everytime especially my two younger brothers who always fight almost every minute.

"Hindi naman ganon ka-complicated ang sitwasyon ng pamilya niyo. Pero dumating na sa punto na mas gusto mong tumira nalang sa ibang pamilya."         Okay, whenever I'm at my bestfriend's house. I'm always there recently. I love their family. They're all so happy together. I'm kinda jealous you know. I want to treat them like they're my parents, and my sister. I'm just too shy to show it. I feel like I do have a sister that time and a real parents, not seperated. But I can't, I do have my own family. And I can't change that.

"Mga type mong babae, hindi ganun kagandahan. Pero maganda naman ang kalooban."         Exactly. He got me. That's what I always look up to.

"Natatakot kang manligaw."        Haha. Yeah. That's true. I have a reason for that. You'll see.

"Hinahanap mo sa babae yung walang flaws, yung perfect. Kung hindi perfect, gusto mo gawing perfect."          You know what, I guess this is the reason why. I just don't know it at all. 'Yung biglang nawawala nalang ako, tapos di alam kung anong dahilan kung bakit'. This is somehow connected to why I don't try to court someone so easily.

"Minahal mo siya, pero nasaktan ka sa huli. Iba ang tingin niya saiyo at iba rin ang tingin mo sa kanya."         Haha. That's true. Very true. I won't tell much about this. Let's keep it private. Lol.

"Eto si Dan, grabe to magmahal, wagas. Parang si Tius rin, takot nga lang manligaw."         Idk if this is true or what. Lol. But yeah, when I'm inlove I care for that person so much. Okay, next next. Haha.

"Moody ka e, control lang dun."        I think I am. I just don't realize it. Sometimes I suddenly get silent out of nowhere. Thinking out of something out of this world. I'm random. Yeah. Moody.

That's all I can remember. I forgot the other ones he said. I don't mind if someone can read me. The truth is, I like it. I don't know much about myself. I'm lost. 'hindi ko pa kilala ang sarili ko hanggang ngayon'.

End of story.